BlackWolf, as you can see, you came to a place with a lot of support and kindness. I am glad you were strong enough to take the step to post here and start this thread.
My daughter turns 15 next month and I'm so glad we stopped going to the Kingdom Hall five years ago. Kids, especially teenagers, need to experience life and be free to make choices for themselves without coercion or indoctrination. If you would like to meet my daughter online through email or skype please send me a message and I'll connect you both.